New year, new what?

This year started in a very bad way, the things don’t go well and it seems a bad omen of what the year can be. I’m scared, annoyed, nervous and sad, I wish things improve soon, because I cannot continue this way. Things surpass me and the worry consumes me.

I can only wait sitting here for the worries to pass and get better, because I have already done what I could do. For misfortune, this no longer depends on me.

I’m sick and tired of this and I don’t know how many time I will be able to stand it.

So I'm just waiting here, sitting on the beach, waiting for the rain to wash away all the pain.